self interest

LO is much too priviledged. Michael smokes. I can't go all over the place, especially on the freeway, with Gina. Ginny's married. Too married. I realize I have to look out for my own self interest. I don't have to nurture people who don't nurture back. I don't have to nurture others who nurture but don't know how to nurture themselves. My relationships can be out of self interest. I help who I want because I want to. It serves me. I don't have to support( like my Dad wanted ) other peoples self interest. I don't have to be an assistant unless I want to be because I get something out of it. I like alternative relationships and different energies and a lot of information. And good healthy food too. And my cats. And my kid.