Beyond skill

I'm realizing that skill and being around love are good but are not enough for me. I must have a certain degree of productivity and sense making in my life too. I need a container but not as constantly as I though. I need to put my information all together and also to gather new information. I need a strong ego, not an inflated one. I am going to put the focus on education for my family going forward. Moppethood is just not ever satisfying. When I was trying that I could never be cute enough. Education and productivity are the keys.