all about me

I realize that I only have a limited amount of attention to spend on others. When I spend too much time thinking about other people I get sick or I relapse. It a fine line because I also like power and being political. Too much politics makes me sick too. I realize that this is the reason I couldn't be married or have more that one child. It was too much working with other people. I need to spend a lot of time on myself and although I need and love others, I need to spend most of my time by myself.