Occult fiction

Hayley's wedding my family occult fiction and the fact that I'm not sure about my CHK trade anymore. I may just focus on SLV and my REIT. Joan and Dan are buying a new house but I don't think I can handle a rental on my own. Dr. Tavener is good and I have enough neurotic and narcissistic drinking to let go of the past. I now have enough partying in my life. Is that what I was looking for? If my family wants to party and work who is making an issue of it? I'm into my Theosophy and the OTO for now and as always Carl Jung although my dreams aren't anything remarkable. A door is opening for me as one is quietly shutting. The unconscious is calling and my HGA or higher self is looking for relationship. I'm beginning to take my life seriously. Paths are starting to show up.

Mindfulness

I'm beginning to be more interested in being mindful, mixing yoga with meditation and recently getting interested in politics or becoming more political with mindfulness. Also I'm looking at logotherapy, losing weight mindfully and generally becoming more aware of my life. It all starts with eating and meditation for me, also yoga before meditation helps. I think I'm interested in the politics of food and simplicity. If I can live better, eat better without spending much money I'm able to use that money in other ways that really enrich my life. I have been spending too much on the basics and not getting a lot for my money. Money, mindfulness, food, not being owned or owing anyone is more and more about freedom and a good life. I want to be able to pay for teachings and the help I crave.