Possibility

I realize from what I have read of Kant that I can create anything I want. I can have any structure I want and I can make as much money as I want. I can choose my life and I can live the life I choose. I can be aware of concepts and intuitions and choose which ones I want and which ones I will not choose. Just as God chooses our world I can choose my own way, be like God, and choose my world. Concepts and intuition are keys to freedom. There would also be a way to go beyond human concepts and intuition, although I don't know if Jung would agree. I think there is more to life than our world, both conscious and unconscious. I wonder if I will ever find a way to get beyond human consciousness and get into God consciousness, or just beyond the human realm.

Immanuel Kant

My new life's work is comprehending the "Critique of Pure Reason". I'm working on intuition and concepts. Also out of this line, the mother's need for the ego, or my being in "mother" or social structures that nurture and support emotionally but compromise the ego structure. In other words, Church and 12-step meetings are fine but I need something to express my ego, such as studying and interpreting philosophy and psychology. My ego was horses, modeling, baby, politics and CNN, wine and Carl Jung, what was lacking was mother. Now I have plenty of mother but need Immanuel Kant's ego structure. Carl Jung's and Jacque Lacan's don't hurt either.